I finally got a break last night. Dropped my baby off with my step mother I was going to do some Christmas shopping. Everything was going to be alright. I ran into my ex at the Wal-mart. As soon as I did I knew that it was a mistake, because he automatically stopped me in the middle of the store to tell me that he needed to talk to me. I did not like the idea of him wanting to talk to me. Nothing he had to say to me could be good. We finished our shopping together for the baby, an...

I was sitting at home last night trying to get everyone settled enough so that i could have some relaxation time. When my four year old neice came up to me and asked me why she was fat. The question kind of took me by suprised as I looked her up and down I kept thinking. 'Your four. Who put it in your head that you are fat?' I just kept looking at her and I had no clue how to answer her question. My four year old niece should not be asking questions about her size. That should be t...

Being a family is a beautiful thing, but remember if the realtionship is not healthy for you then it is definetly not healthy for your child. I have watched many people get hurt because they think that they are going to work out their problems with their spouse/significant other. I have watched families be torn apart by drugs, because the parents were way to wrapped up in themselve, and didnt want the relationship to end. When I decided to split from the father of my child. It was not ...

I can feel myself getting stronger everyday. I know I can do this but I hate being in it alone. I wake up in the morning to start my day. I look in the mirror as i rinse my face befre i cover up with the everyday make up. Im not ugly, but I'm not pretty. All I can say is that I am plain. I have no idea what i can do to change this plainness. I start with the foundation to make my skin look flawless. Then I put on the powder to help bring the color to my face so that i dont look...